Okay, this first one isn't all that amazing, but I have always loved psychology and when thinking of this, I geeked and wanted to write it somewhere ^_^

So anyway, I was posting in that "What are you afraid of?" forum literally about two seconds ago, when I realized what an odd, yet somehow large and important part they play in my life!
I've always had a fear of disapproval or getting in trouble. Sounds silly, but it's not so simple. It's almost an irrational fear that I really shouldn't have, but I would put money on a bet that it is still here because of my baby side.
I think it is mostly that I feel like I will get in a LOT more trouble than I actually would for some things, which is why I'm afraid of stepping too far out of line.
I also have a smaller fear of failure, which you'd know of if you read the other post, but I think THIS is only a fear because of my other fear, as I believe I must think that when I fail, I will for some reason get in trouble for doing it wrong (yeah, it's dumb -_-) or people will think less of me. Now here's what the kind of odd part is-
I think that because of this irrational fear of getting in trouble, I actually do more things considered against the rules, or just against others' views of what or who I should be, simply because I want to do them more! I have this huge fear that if I do these things i could get in trouble or have people think less of me, but that just makes me think "Damn, but I really wish I could do that!" even if I really don't, it's just a prisoner's view of things, the romanticized thoughts of an alternate situation for me than the current one in which I can truly be who I want to be. So I do them. I don't get in trouble really, because it's not like these actions are against the law, they just may as well be to me ^_^ My friends just tell me I over think things and that I'm being irrational, and all I can do is agree, because I am.\

I'mma stop there before I REALLY start ranting
Next mind blowing thought I post will be about the universe >: D